I am struggling.....

I am not entirely sure I am comfortable writing this post/article. In fact I am 99% sure I’ll wake up tomorrow with a huge vulnerablility hangover but the only way is through so here I am. A few days ago I woke up with an existential dread creeping all over me. I immediately went “NOOOOOOOOO! Not again, pleaaaase NOOOOOOO!”

This feeling is way too famil…